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Poetry Is
An Icicle Tear
Night Time
Finding Me
Beauty
To Augusta
The Piano of Life
Dawn
The Angel
To Dance with the Angels
Complete Comprehension of Confusion
The Petal Dropped
God's Flower of Hope
To Jenn
Childhood
Power of a Hug
The Lord
Stars
Laughter
My Forest
 

 

An Icicle Tear

Twisted strands of brown
Drape across her eyes
As another tear trails
Its way to the snow ground.

Alone in the snow
She softly does whisper
A prayer to the Lord
For hope to endure.

Each tear does remind her
Of past tears forgotten
When her mother's soft touch
Would cease tears distraughten.

All alone now she cries,
Praying for hope,
Lacking the comfort
She once granted took.

As a chill of wind blows,
Shifting the snow,
The tear on her cheek
Clicks down at her feet.

A beautiful icicle
Was the last tear she cried
As God wiped it away
From her tear-strcken eye.
 
Dec. 26, 2002
 
 
NightTime
 
Swirling pastel colors
Painted in the sky...
Sunset has arrived.

Flickering stars
Swept across the vast Heaven
With delicate precision...
Night has begun.

Night has begun,
And the shadows roam,
And the demons run
Into minds drove insane.

The minds drove insane
Undone they become
Masses of confusion,
Carriers of pain.

Trembling hands
Clasped together
Look to the Heavens,
Pray to the Father.

Bright light ascended,
Dark pain subsided,
Morning's arisen,
And life is prolonged.
 
Oct. 14, 2002
 
 
Finding Me


Searching for myself,
Trying to find me,
Sorting through the collage
Of my life,
Hoping I shall see.

The lonely child,
The popular teen,
The dreaming realist,
Never what's seen.

I'm searching for my
Soul to find
Through my very heart,
Very thoughts,
Very mind.

Yet, I keep coming back
To where I do begin,
Never finding who I am,
What I'll be,
Or even if I'm
Truly me.

I'll keep on searching forever
Until my very death,
For if I do one thing
On this Earth,
It shall be
To find
Myself.
 
March 16, 2000
 
 
To Augusta


You are my sunshine
When darkness looms nearby.
Sweet, old dog of mine,
What's happening and why?

My only sunshine
You are when life
Tramples my soul.
Now full of pain and strife,
Old age takes its toll.
 
You make me happy
With your genuine care
And excitement each day.
My pain I can't bear
As you slip away.

When skies are grey
I stroke your fur;
You hear me cry.
Rivers my eyes do pour
As your life begins to die.

You'll never know dear,
Faithful dog(Augusta Leigh)
The angel that you've been to me,
Through misery,
And also glee.

How much I love you
Even as you lie
In the dirt.
And, rising up you try
Only to fall back, hurt.

So, please don't take
Too much time dying,
For your own sake,
And to cease my crying.

My sunshine
Is slipping away.
Good bye dear dog of mine;
You've left me today
In every way.

Away.
 
Nov. 28, 2000
 
 
The Piano of Life
 
Each key holds the power
To unlock the door
To the magical, mystical
Melody of music.

Seen as a whole
One key may seem insignificant,
Yet the musician knows
Its very importance.

A piano may show
Happiness, joy, and gladness,
And a piano may express
Anger, frustration, and sadness
All in the touch of a few keys.

The light, soft songs
Contrast with the
Loud, booming voice
Of Fortissimo, Expressivo.

Nothing else matters
When your fingers press
Onto the keys;
You're concentrated on
The world of music.

The tranquil, soft, sweet notes
Sound as if an angel
Is fluttering her wings,
Lightly gliding through the air,
And softly floating through the clouds.

The sound of urgency,
The cry of disaster
May be heard
From a piano's
Quickening tempo
And increasing loudness.

The piano is a powerful weapon
To those who use it correctly;
It is a secret hiding place
To escape from the world
And be free.
 
 
Dawn

In the darkness
Of the night
There Dawn glides
Clothed in white.

Flowing rivers
In her eyes
Pierce my soul
When she cries.

Slipping curls
Hair of gold
Strands of beauty
Bright and bold.

Opal wings
Etched in pearls
Soaring swiftly
As she twirls.

I hear her voice
Softly sing
The lull of peace;
I'm now dreaming.

Her arms outstretched
And vibrant face
Welcomes my heart
In a sweet embrace.

With closed eyes
Taking in every sight
In this land
Of splendid delight.

In a parallel world
Where all angels roam
She welcomes me in,
Introduces her home.

A mirror of gold
My eyes glance upon,
But the image I see
Is the one of Dawn.

My mind is lost;
My head becomes faint.
Since when is my image
That of a saint?

A note of white feathers
Dawn puts in my hand,
And suddenly my heart
Does understand:

"I am your angel,
But yet in me
The image of your soul
Is what you see.

Your inward spirit
Makes me bright,
And it is your soul
That gives me sight.

I resemble your heart
Throughout all your days,
And as you now see...
You're beautiful...always..."

White lace
That shimmered
And slipped
In the breeze,
Delicate silk,
Pure as snow,
In opal shades
Was her dress.

Her wings,
Outstretched in an
Intricate pattern
With slight impressions
That added etched depth,
Gracefully glided
In the air.

Waves of hair,
Tinted just right
To match the
Moon's majesty,
Swirled and danced.

Her halo,
Her sun,
Projected a glare
Around her soul
As if her halo
Was a funnel
Light shone through.

Deep and bright,
Blue as the ocean,
Yet red as a fire,
And soft as a cloud,
Her eyes could see
The world.

Heaven, her home,
Her glory, her joy,
Rewarded her
For eternity.

Yet, sometimes she will
Play her harp
And sing in the most
Wonderful, heavenly voice,
And the melody will seep
Into my room.

She announces death
And proclaims love
Sent from our
Dear God
Above.

In her voice
She gives the hope
That Someone somewhere cares,
And the music she plays
Announces everyday
As a blessing,
Every hour, a joy,
And every minute,
A reason
To live.
To Dance With the Angels


She relaxed in the
Cool, damp grass
As the world hushed
To hear her thoughts.

The moon became her
Spotlight, and the stars
Were glitter
Shimmering in her hair.

She waited for the music
To play the songs
That only she could hear.

She waited patiently
To hear the angels' notes
Start to fill the air.

Such beautiful melody,
Such peaceful harmony,
Yet so unique and
Unexplainable.

Every night she waits
For her angels to play
Her their tune of joy.

A soft wind
Began to circulate,
And she prepared.
For now is the time
The angels play.

The notes,
They swept across her feet,
And she spun,
And she twirled,
Spinning on the air.

Her dress,
It flared round and round,
As her hair swiftly
Glided through the air.

Her eyes shone;
Her heart smiled.
Her soul sang
To the angels' music.

Amazing sights and
Astonishing views
Of dreams and visions
The angels played.

The tempo decreased
As she floated to the
Ground twirling
Slower then slower.

Her feet delicately
Felt the earth
As the angels
Let go of her hands.

The cool breeze
Vanished, and the
Angelic music diminshed.

She smiles and bids
The angels farewell
As her soul descends
To Earth.

The sun replaces her moon,
And the world ignores
Her voice, but she goes through
The day with a knowing smile that
Tonight she shall dance
With the angels,
And her soul will sing
In the heavens.
Complete Comprehension of Confusion

Unthinkable thoughts,
Loud silences,
Hate-filled hugs, and
Poisoned antidotes
Greet her
Smiling frown.

Her candle
Darkens the room,
And her heart
Hides from love.

Her flame
Puts out the fire;
Her tears
Dry the flooded river.

Her words
Quiet a room,
And she wonders
About things she
Already knows.

Confusion fills her mind,
And she makes sense
Out of everything
That is nothing.
 
Oct. 15, 1999
 
The Petal Dropped

"My dear,"
He soothed,
"Tonight I
Offer you
My rose.

The rose
Of my heart;
The rose
Of my life.

Each petal
Holds an
Attribute that
I cherish
In you,
And each thorn
We will overcome."

His lady
Is so pleased
As she awes
At his compassion.

The sharp thorns
Poke her,
But the scent
Of the rose
And its delicate petals
Keep her joy alive.

The thorns disappear
Gradually over time,
And the lady
Can fully treasure
Her rose.

The rose did
Not comfort her
As her husband's
Health deteriorated;
Instead, the petals
Dropped off.

She nursed him,
Loved him,
Pleaded for his life,
But as time went by,
So did he.

In their bed
He laid:
Cold body,
Empty expression,
No life.

As tears flooded from
Her weary eyes,
The last petal
On the rose
Glided to the ground.

Reaching to hold
Her departed
Husband's hand,
She softly sighed,
"Good-bye."

In his lifeless
Hand there was placed
A gorgeous rose
Made from glass.

She saw a note
Beside the bed,
And her eyes
Read the words.

"My dear,
Tonight I offer you
My rose.

The rose
From my heart;
The rose
From my life.

Each petal
Holds an attribute that
I have cherished
In you,
And we have overcome
The thorns.

So, dear wife,
Do not cry,
For this rose
Is forever.

I am in Heaven,
Waiting for you,
Standing in a garden
Of thorn-less roses."

Clinging to her head
Drapes her long, brown hair,
Full of tangles,
Dark from dirt.

Tattered, torn rags
She wears,
Despised and ignored
By society.

This little girl
Sits all alone
Watching the world
Shuffle past her.

She cries herself
To sleep on the
Cold alley pavement,
And no one
Hears her sobs.

She reaches out
For love
That she
Has never felt.

There's no one
To tuck her
Into bed and whisper,
"Sweet dreams,"
Kiss her cheek,
And remind her
That she's loved.

During the day,
She sits by the street,
Hugging her knees
As cars and people
Zoom by.

She earnestly stares
At people's faces
Who do not acknowledge
Her presence.

She longs to feel
Something she has
Never felt;
She needs companions
Full of love.

The sky is smoggy,
The wind is harsh,
And clouds hide the sun,
But one flower grows
Out of the earth
Beside the little girl.

She smiles at the flower,
Her friend of nature,
And only she can understand
The power of hope
That a flower can possess.

Her darkened face
Brightens as she
Tucks the flower
Into her curly, frizzy,
Brown hair.

Her dark eyes
Shimmer as the flower
Speaks to her in
Only words that the
Little girl can
Understand.

The flower tells her
That the sun will shine
On her as soon as
The storms subside.

She smiles at
The world as
It passes by,
And she waits
For her acceptance.

Years go by,
And she is finally
Acknowledged;
God answered her
Desperate prayers.

Now her grandchildren
Ask her why she
Wears a flower in her
Long, silver hair.

She grins as she
Remembers how God
Came to her in a flower
When she was a young child,
And she remembers her
Flower of hope.

The flower never wilted,
And in her hair it stayed
Until the day her spirit
Rose to Heaven,
Where she now lives
In a home made of
Marvelous flowers.

Jennifer is
Life, laughter, love.
Her laugh
Brightens the world;
Her smile
Lightens the dreary.

A mature,
Young girl with
A heart of giggles
Is a site of pleasure.

You may ask me who
Is this wonder I describe;
She is my sweet, talented
Younger sister of life, laughter, and love.

So, Jenny, when the world is cold
And the hope is faint,
Remember that I'm always here
Holding a candle to
Light your path.

Listen carefully,
For I have one
Last thing to say
From the bottom of my
Heart and soul.

Jennifer Ellen Skeens,
I am so proud of you,
But, most of all,
I love you.
You--
My sister in life,
My sister in Christ.
 
Aug. 22, 1999
 
 
Childhood

Try to go
Back in time
To when you
Were a child
And open your
Imagination.

Close your eyes
And remember
When mystical
Unicorns would
Soar through
The air.

Feel the heat
Of the dragon's
Breath coming
Through his nostrils
As flames shoot
Out his mouth.

Listen to the sound
Of Rudolph prancing
On your roof,
And Santa slipping
Down your chimney.

Smell the scent
Of the pretend
Cookies baking
In your fake oven,
And taste them, too.

Remember when
Life was simple,
And each day
Was a miracle.

Think back to
When laughter
Was genuine,
And smiles
Were true.

Find that old,
Wrinkled list
Of your childish
Dreams and hopeful
Fantasies.

Where did the
Fun past go?
The joy you will
Find is not
In the past,
But it clings
To you
And goes into
The future.

Listen to
Your imagination;
It has so much
To tell you if
You follow your
Heart full
Of dreams,
Laughter,
Happiness,
And hope.
 
Aug. 19, 1999
 
 
The Lord
 
When the world
Is dark
And the future
Is bleak,
The Lord
Is the light;
He shows the way.

When your heart
Is lonely and
Your soul
Is tired,
God renews
Your spirit;
He understands.

Don't say that
No one can comprehend
What is going on.
Jesus has been
Through it all.
He feels
Your tears;
He knows
Your pain.

Don't look to
The world
When you need
The Lord.
Look into
Your heart,
Where His
Spirit
Dwells.
 
Stars
 
Can you see
The stars in the sky?
Can you pretend
That behind each star
Hides a part of your life?

You do not know
What each star
Holds for you
Or your life;
You must be patient.

Don't be discouraged.
Some stars are
Harder to reach
Up and grasp,
But those are
The stars that
Are worth everything.

Achieving a dream
Is like being able
To hold a shining,
Brilliant star in
The palm of your hand.

You are told to
Reach for the stars.
Well, while you
Are reaching,
Why not grab
Onto a few?

You can always
Reach for the stars,
But don't be afraid
If the stars
Reach out for you.
 
Aug. 14, 1999